me vs them.

it's hard to figure out when exactly you lose yourself.
sometimes the realization comes quickly when you're driving down a highway or on the couch watching tv.
it can hit you like a ton of bricks and send your mind spinning out of control.
or it can slowly creep up on you and you only notice you weren't you, when you became you again.

losing you is a gradual process.
one too many compromises, one too many times you gave in.
even being determined not to lose you is no guarantee of keeping you.

oh what's that?

you just got gas for the first time in over a month?
that's because you insisted on taking my car, ass.

good thing you have no spawn.
fuck you.