so crappy when you think you don't care, but then at the worst of times you realize that you do in fact care.
it figures.
new goals:
get over it.
get over that other thing too.
and the other one thing i need to get over.
get in shape.
stop procrastinating and do my homework.
do critical life admin and decide where to do clinical....pediatric or forensic?
take my male-caused aggression out in dball.
go to costa rica without any mishaps.
finish school.
get out of here.
Monday, September 12, 2011
Thursday, September 8, 2011
it's your turn to count to 100.
how can there not be enough space when there's so much space?
ironic, isn't it.
I didn't know what you wanted,
I don't know what you want,
I won't know what you want.
funny enough, I don't think you have the answers either.
strange, how monthly you pick and choose what's best for you.
tell me what you want, but I'll think what I want.
worst part is when hopes replace wants and fairy tales seem plausible.
but that's silly, isn't it.
who knows what who wants.
i said my piece, and I'm not a girl who repeats things like these.
perhaps it wasn't meant to be?
but then what do I do now, when this space is too big but not big enough.
ps I will never tell you this, but you may be the worst.
you suck for what you did/do.
I always was a champ at hide and seek.
ironic, isn't it.
I didn't know what you wanted,
I don't know what you want,
I won't know what you want.
funny enough, I don't think you have the answers either.
strange, how monthly you pick and choose what's best for you.
tell me what you want, but I'll think what I want.
worst part is when hopes replace wants and fairy tales seem plausible.
but that's silly, isn't it.
who knows what who wants.
i said my piece, and I'm not a girl who repeats things like these.
perhaps it wasn't meant to be?
but then what do I do now, when this space is too big but not big enough.
ps I will never tell you this, but you may be the worst.
you suck for what you did/do.
I always was a champ at hide and seek.
Monday, September 5, 2011
OH LEGIT.
how i could just keep him
he is perfect, and soft, and sweet.
what more do you want.
best <3<3<3
i less than three you.
he is perfect, and soft, and sweet.
what more do you want.
best <3<3<3
i less than three you.
Wednesday, August 17, 2011
Monday, August 8, 2011
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
whooo.
good lord i feel sad today.
both of my ladies remind me of one of my nannies.
one is spry and witty and the other is quiet but sad.
this makes me sad.
it sucks seeing people be so lonely.
i hope i'm not lonely.
i hope my people aren't lonely.
that's just about the worst feeling in the world.
i know it's my job to put on a smile for her and make her feel better as best i can, but it's so hard when my heart aches.
both of my ladies remind me of one of my nannies.
one is spry and witty and the other is quiet but sad.
this makes me sad.
it sucks seeing people be so lonely.
i hope i'm not lonely.
i hope my people aren't lonely.
that's just about the worst feeling in the world.
i know it's my job to put on a smile for her and make her feel better as best i can, but it's so hard when my heart aches.
time slips by quite fast, doesn't it?
nobody ever even notices.
one day you wake up and your life feels like someone else's.
one day you wake up and your life feels like someone else's.
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