sometimes i use myself as a napkin.

i've been in my pajamas for the better part of the day.
things are going so slowly, my motivation is lacking and i think this is primarily because my back hurts.
oaiwehfa ioweawefha ew.
what if i slipped a disk?

in other news, i just squished a mosquito.
i hate killing bugs.
but not because i'm killing them (they're a-holes anyways), but because then i have bug guts in places i don't want them to be (like on my wall) and i always imagine the bug guts coming through whatever i used to kill it (this time it was a napkin) and touching me.
i don't want any direct physical contact with bug guts or their outside bits.
exoskeletons are effing nasty.
except on lobsters and crabs.