basically my friend is telling me to be honest with myself and straight up with everyone else.
this is a really hard thing to do.
i don't know how to figure out exactly what i want.
i think i know but it's just really hard, life is in the way.
why?
august - calgary
september - edmonton
october - calgary
so someone has to be willing to bounce around with me.
i can't stay here or be with someone up here.
and i'm gonna get my ass kicked in my last semester.
so i dunno what i want, but i want that thing to work out.
whatever it is.