things.

the people i need close to me are there without fail.

over the last 5ish weeks i've gotten to know a wonderful lady who has become one of my best friends.
everything between us is real, honest and raw.
it's refreshing to have her with me.
i remember who i am and where i am, and what i want to be.


on the flip side i seem to attract the weirdest situations.
things and people (coughboyscough) present themselves to me in a way that confuses, yet intrigues me.
i find myself not being able to either commit or resist, and i end up floating somewhere in limbo.
either i haven't found anyone quite worth it in a few months, or i have everyone and everything sitting right in front of me and it's either bad timing, or i can't quite see it.

i never want to settle, but i never want to be left behind.