life rules.

accepted into u of a nursing! (moving in january)
toga kegger this past weekend.
kegstands (2), beer bong, beer pong (3-4, i don't remember).
meeting up with old friends.
working=money.
sunshine and hot weather.
fall colors.
birthdays! (mine is in 2 days!)
gold shoes.
i'm going to new york for new years! (i'll be poor, but at least i'll be poor in new york).

it's official!

i'm going to be two things for halloween.
they will both be awesome.
i now need to get in ultra good shape for one to be a success though.
well it will be anyways, but this would just help.
for the sake of anyone reading this (not that they ever do), i won't say what said costumes are.
one is nerdy and in no way slutty, one is also slightly nerdy and is basically underpants.
don't guess either of them please.
gotta workout!

mini-rant.

i need to post twice today because i need to get this out.
ugh!!
if you say you will text me, text me.
if you say we will hang out, wake up before fricking 1pm and hang out with me.
if you say you'll call me, effing call me.
if you know you're not going to, just tell me to call or text you, duh.
this is retarded.
i'm pretty sure you don't realize you're doing it, but you are, and i don't want this silly little game to keep up.
i wish you read this, because i'm probably not going to say this to you.
i wish.

man you make me nervous.

i shouldn't be, so why am i?
i think you're right.
ugh.

the bucket list.

• travel: us (new york, las vegas legally, florida, redwood forest again, washington, others i can't think of), india, france, england, amsterdam, russia, india, japan, australia, antarctica, africa, brazil. i want to go to every continent.
• boob shots (give and take)
  
• write a book
• attend an "anything but clothes" party
  
• save someone's life
• skydive
• change someone's life forever
• find happiness
• tell people i love that i love them
• make amends
• climb a big mountain
• fall madly in love and have a family with said person
• knit a full body suit
• sleep outside (completely outside, not in a tent)]
• have my own garden with carrots in it
• learn to cook
• win some sort of championship
  
• live near the ocean
• scuba dive in australia and mexico and anywhere else
  
• rescue something or someone from something or someone
• be able to to chin ups
• give birth naturally with no meds
• road trip with friends
• make knitted things and sell them
• work with addicts to get them clean from whatever it is
• learn muay thai or some form of butt kicking
• live my life without regret
• go see mt. rushmore
• make 1000 paper cranes (in progress...)
• climb the stairs (all the way, to the top) of the CN tower
• remain cavity free
  

some of these are obviously more short term than others.
this list isn't finished, and i will add more when i think of them.
the reason i'm writing this, is because i need to move forward and focus on things in my future, and i want to make my future good for myself...i want it to be amazing.
i want to take life in stride, be able to deal with whatever i am dealt, and be happy despite anything bad that happens.
i need that, i deserve that.

my life is a whirlwind.

enough said.

ps.

i got a job, i won't say where because i don't need randoms coming.
but i'm excited!
i start monday, i'm a bit nervous and i hope people are cool there.
my dog is sitting on my bed beside me right now, because she's scared of the rain and wants to snuggle.

ohman!

i just had a crazy night.
i won't caps it all like kanye would.
i smell real good right now, i used some of my friends perfume.
hopefully i smelled good while dancing, and not like a butt.
met some crazy people tonight...that was odd.
ran into some old people tonight..that was also odd.
in summary: new shirt+new shoes+girlfriends+drinks+hudson's=one good night.
i need to do this more.