it's been a while.

it's been a while for a lot of things.

just now i deleted the music i downloaded when we first met.
i don't listen to it.
and if i hear it, it just reminds me of you.
i don't need to question things anymore.

you say one thing and just do another, and i don't really have the time for that.
i was distracted, stressed, anxious, and tired.
for weeks.
after barely weeks.
how is that any good?

your actions reaffirm my decision.
they give me confidence in what i wanted.
they assure me of your character.

they say actions speak louder than words.
well, you're yelling now.