as i wake up,
you fade away
and the world is colorful again.

there is no feeling quite like the feeling you get when someone says you're beautiful and you know they mean it.

whooo.

good lord i feel sad today.
both of my ladies remind me of one of my nannies.
one is spry and witty and the other is quiet but sad.
this makes me sad.
it sucks seeing people be so lonely.
i hope i'm not lonely.
i hope my people aren't lonely.
that's just about the worst feeling in the world.
i know it's my job to put on a smile for her and make her feel better as best i can, but it's so hard when my heart aches.

time slips by quite fast, doesn't it?

nobody ever even notices.

one day you wake up and your life feels like someone else's.